Saturday, October 29, 2011

'Scar' by Lucy Rose

I just pre-ordered one of Lucy Rose's singles! It will be the first Lucy Rose merchandise I have. Woot!

Here's a few of her performances of 'Scar'.

Official music video for 'Scar'

'Scar' for All Saints' Basement Sessions, Bestival 2011

'Scar' for Station Sessions, St Pancras International

But my favorite version online is gone! Lucy Rose and band performed 'Scar' for Spine TV's Stolen Moments. 

I definitely would love to meet her in person and/or watch her perform live. It's in my Bucket List.

Friday, October 28, 2011


All I've Got, another song by someone I admire immensely x



Thanks

Thanks for all the compliments on my poem "Insomnia/Sleepless in Singapore" and voting for it. I would definitely have never expected myself to get so far into the competition, and to get so many votes. You can download the songs from Poetry of Song now for free. Hopefully this competition would be a catalyst for my ongoing creative work!

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Bucket List 1.4

It's only been a month since I last revised it but I already have two more to add to the list! I've also been developing my own environmentally friendly and sustainable envelope art. A few people selling stamps have been thrown off by the envelopes..they don't know where to stick the stamp or where the address is. And I chuckle a little inside.


Hike the whole Grand Canyon again
Get inked.
Eat ice cream when it's literally freezin'
Change our world.
Live somewhere else.
Write poetry/songs.
Sing and play the guitar at the same time (well).
Go to Bestival.
See Lucy Rose at at least one gig.
Play dodgems (indoors with fun lights) again and again
Decorate and paint cakes. 
Knit sweaters.
Make dresses.


Give free hugs on the street.
Be Gary the snail on the road.
Stick my finger into my nose for pictures.
Ask my family for forgiveness on being a badass in the past.

Feed stray cats.
Save animals and bugs.
Open a 
Youtube channel.
Get a 
menial F&B job.
Finish an entire Balut! 
Have a cat at home.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

devour

There are two things that I have been wanting to devour.

1. Jesus' words to keep me close to him
2. Good music to learn how to write good music

Monday, October 17, 2011

Vote for me at Singapore Writer's Festival 2011!


So...the poem that got me shortlisted is now made into a lovely song! The finale is next Wednesday (Oct 26), 6.30pm at Timbre Substation. It would be great if you could vote for Insomnia/Sleepless in Singapore, co-written by Ghaz of Goodfellas and me, and put to song + arranged by Ghaz himself.

Would be great too if you turn up next Wednesday for the final live voting.

While I write a poem about Greece, another family in Singapore is mourning over a loved one lost in Greece. What at a strange way for lives to meet.

Daphne x

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Bye bye MacBook

Today has honestly been a bad day.

I lost my MacBook in a taxi this morning. I didn't realize I lost it until a few hours later - I checked my seat when I left the taxi but I subconsciously checked the wrong seat! A lecturer talked to me about my coming to classes late frequently (it's probably my worst bad habit), and he/she probably stepped out of line when he/she moved on to comment on my character. It's not something that one would expect in sensitive talks amongst adults.

My MacBook is a gift from my dad. He paid for it four years ago even though it burned a bigger hole in his pocket on top of the usual expenses of supporting a family of six alone. I have connected very deeply with my MacBook and I take good care of it - very good care for someone who is often forgetful due to stress and lethargy like me. And lost it today I did. I was just so tired again that I forgot about it. Besides I am convinced that this is part of a series of attack from the evil one that's been happening for the past few days.

The old Daphne would have been so hot-tempered and frustrated. Losing my MacBook, having to face others' lamentations about it, and being told hurtful words by a lecturer is not all - it is part of a chain of negative events that's been happening for the past few days. But these poopy events make me marvel at Jesus' power and protection.

I was tired when I got in to the taxi this morning so I just slumped onto the backseat and didn't wear my seatbelt though I usually would. (In Singapore, passengers in the backseat are not expected to wear the seatbelt.) But somehow, I felt a constant nudge in my heart halfway through the ride to wear it. Later, the taxi I was in went so fast it almost hit the car in front of us! The taxi driver jammed the brakes but it was not forceful enough to stop our taxi immediately. Instead, our taxi flew off the ground and landed a little in front. Don't know what would have happened if I didn't wear my seatbelt but I know in my heart that it was part 324529807 of Satan's ploy and it was Jesus Christ who protected me.

While making phone calls to check if I really lost my laptop, my prejudice against a dear one that I'm learning to love surfaced again. I distrusted that person's ability to find my laptop, thinking that my laptop must be at home. It's must be that this dear one was just incapable of understanding what I said. God rebuked me for my prejudice. I wanted to believe that the person is incapable of understanding everyday communication...for a reason that I can't seem to find, except plain pride and judgmentalism.

Can you imagine? I'm in considerable distress and God rebukes me at this point to show me ugly parts of my old self that I am still keeping? He is either unkind or beyond human understanding to do this when I'm thinking about my laptop. As far as I am concerned, and as far as the Bible and followers of Jesus are concerned, God is showing his kindness. He cares so much about removing the sinful parts in us that he would show it to us convincingly through all kinds of situations, whether they are good or bad, so that we could repent and live a life of other-centered love. I sure was convinced today about my prejudice - there is no other way than repentance unless I want to separate myself away from the Holy and Good God.

Even when I lost a laptop, there are a couple others that I can borrow from my family. Right now I am using a computer God gave my mom free-of-charge at a random lucky draw. With my laptop is gone, this is the only one left at home that has Microsoft Office, which means that I don't have to stay till late on campus using school computers to do my work on Office. To think that there is so much abundance in an average-income family - it can only be God's grace.

Satan has taken away about $2100 worth of my possessions away this time round, but it is little compared to what Job suffered a few thousand years ago when in a single day, Satan killed all his ten children with what seemed like a tornado or sandstorm, and had his possessions raided or burned. That sure beats mine time-wise and intensity-wise. I don't even know how I would feel or what I would do if just one of my siblings died today. Yet he could praise God and worship him instead of pointing a finger at God for his tremendous loss. It must have not been easy, yet living in God's palm was the safest place to be in! And I know that this $2100 is almost nothing compared to the bodies that Satan has slain through the hands of hateful people. It is a spiritual battle and more things will be at stake - eventually maybe even my life, unless I stop learning to live like Jesus one day. Or at least weaken, tarry, or water down things and be stepped over in this spiritual war.

The best thing out of all this bad stuff happening is that there is great peace in my heart. Yes I am down, because Satan has taken away something I deem precious. But I know that God is bigger than this as he has protected me multiple times in this chain of poopy events, and has even used this ploy of the evil one to refine me and bring me closer to him. It is also a test of whether the laptop is of more importance than God in my life. Essentially it is a test of faith and true worship.

I say this many times when I pray and I will say it again. Satan is strong but he will not prevail. In fact, he has been shamed into defeat when my Lord Jesus broke his ultimate control of death by returning back to life. Though Satan is filled with fury because he knows his time is short, he cannot take away my life, because my life is hidden in Jesus.

Where, O death, is your victory?
   Where, O death, is your sting?
This next verse is scary to quote but it fascinates and moves me. It reminds me of the great hope I have, this great hope that cannot be found in anyone else or anywhere else besides Jesus.
They triumphed over him
   by the blood of the Lamb
   and by the word of their testimony;
they did not love their lives so much
   as to shrink from death.

Friday, October 14, 2011

I lost my laptop

My MacBook lies over the island
My MacBook was in a taxi
My MacBook lies over the island
Oh bring back my MacBook to me.

Bring back, oh bring back
Oh bring back my MacBook to me, to me!
Bring back, oh bring back
Oh bring back my MacBook to me.

:(

Sunday, October 9, 2011

I dare you to move

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here!

I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor

Could it really be so simple? But it is so hard. Jesus, I know now that you have dared me, you will help me.  This is not something that can be accomplished by humans alone. It is a larger spiritual reality and battle.

drumming noise inside of my head

à la Florence + The Machine. 

Strikingly different genres with strikingly similar openings.


Good Life | One Republic

 
Drumming Song | Florence + The Machine

 
Hungry | Kathryn Scott

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Giving away

Of course, we cannot give something away which we do not possess ourselves. The very ability to give away our life in Christ is the proof of its possession. Neither can we withhold that which we possess in the Spirit of Christ, and still keep it. The Spirit of God always insists on making Christ known. Here is the great paradox of life - we must die to ourselves to live in Christ, and in that renunciation of ourselves, we must give ourselves away in service and devotion to our Lord.

Robert E. Coleman, The Master Plan of Evangelism (1963)