Sunday, December 9, 2012

the struggle for justice

"The poorest people in our world suffer from a lot of familiar problems. They suffer from hunger, homelessness, illiteracy and sickness. And in response, all over the world, people of goodwill bring to bear familiar forms of assistance: we bring food and shelter and education and medicine.

But at the root of much of this suffering is actually a different problem - a less familiar problem - namely, violence. Many times the widow's children are hungry because bullies have stolen her land and she can no longer grow her own food. The street child is homeless because sexual abuse in the home has forced her onto the streets. The young boy is illiterate because he is held as a slave in a brick factory and can't go to school. The teenage girl has AIDS because she has been forcibly infected with the disease while held captive in a brothel.

In such cases we can't meet the root cause of suffering with the familiar remedies of food, shelter, schools or medicine. It simply doesn't meet the need. In fact, we can give all manner of goods and services to the poor, but if we do not restrain the hands of the bullies from taking it away, we will be disappointed in the long-term outcome of our efforts. As the rock-star activist Bono has learned from his work with the poor in Africa, caring for the poor is "not a matter of charity; it's a matter of justice."

This then is one of the things that makes IJM's calling to the church so different. We are calling Christians to address the distinctive problem of violence that lies beneath so much of the suffering of the poor - the suffering that tenaciously keeps so many of the poor in poverty.

To be clear, among the global poor, hunger, homelessness, education and medical care are massive needs worthy of our urgent attention. But the traditional remedies for these problems simply don't address the underlying problems of aggressive violence.

Violence is different. Violence is intentional. Violence is scary. And violence causes deep scars. Accordingly, to deal with violence, Christians must be different."


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"This then is the ultimate paradox of our despair over injustice. It masquerades in the robes of hard thinking, realistic analysis and modesty, and dismisses hope as illusory, naive and even arrogant. But truth be told, it is despair that has the facts wrong. In the long run, it is always the tyrants and the bullies who end up on the ash heap of history. Sometimes the moral arc of the universe is long indeed. Sometimes unbearably long. But on both small and epic scales, it does bend toward justice. And miraculously, God has given into human hands the power to bend it more quickly to its ultimate destination. This is what the facts of history tell us. Indeed, God intends that our hope in the work of justice be built not simply on bare theological assertions about the character of God but also on the hard factual evidence about the track record of God.

Hope is not simply wishful thinking; it is a fruit of the Spirit born of the spiritual discipline of remembering."

Gary A. Haugen

Monday, November 5, 2012

grief and Hope

You brace yourself and come face to face with reality, and you grief. Then your eyes open to the Hope that has always been there. And so now you continue to grieve, but you become the hands and feet of Hope. Reality continues to be so dark it's demonic, but the light and love from the Hope in you brings so much violence on this dark abyss that the walls crack. Defenses break, stiff necks broken, pride dashed to the ground, shattering like insect eggs that seep beneath the floor through some invisible sift. 

Till we recognize the grief we have brought onto the world and ourselves. And we rejoice, because in our grief, Hope is real and Hope is nearing. Hope is also here...in us - and we can finally not just do good, but be good, through and through.




This is what the Sovereign Lord, the Holy One of Israel, says:
“In repentance and rest is your salvation,
    in quietness and trust is your strength,
    but you would have none of it.
 You said, ‘No, we will flee on horses.’
    Therefore you will flee!
You said, ‘We will ride off on swift horses.’
    Therefore your pursuers will be swift!
 A thousand will flee
    at the threat of one;
at the threat of five
    you will all flee away,
till you are left
    like a flagstaff on a mountaintop,
    like a banner on a hill.”
 Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you;
    therefore he will rise up to show you compassion.
For the Lord is a God of justice.
    Blessed are all who wait for him!


People of Zion, who live in Jerusalem, you will weep no more. How gracious he will be when you cry for help! As soon as he hears, he will answer you. Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teacherswill be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.” 



The moon will shine like the sun, and the sunlight will be seven times brighter, like the light of seven full days, when the Lord binds up the bruises of his people and heals the wounds he inflicted.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

"my power is made perfect in weakness"

CARNAGE in 9 days: 63 comprehension passages, 28 essays, 4 examiner reports, and 2 red pens. 

Apparently this is the busiest time of each year as teachers rush to finish grading the students'  finals. 

I'm so thankful that I was early in meeting all my deadlines, save the first. As a greenhorn, I asked Jesus many times to help me stand up under the pressure as well as grade fairly. Sometimes I had to review the papers I graded more than 5 times. This took up to 2 hours each time. Usually I hate revisiting work I've done more than twice because I find it so boring and pointless. But Jesus helped me see that it wasn't about me, but the students who warrant a fair assessment and whose grades are at stake. It's so good that even this drab, sedentary process of grading teaches me to be other-centered.

Though there are no demons harassing me, Jesus' revelation to Paul still applies. 


But [Jesus] said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses...in hardships...in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. 

Paul's letter to the Corinth church (1st c. AD)

I love that Jesus cherishes our receptivity to his help when we admit that human strength alone ultimately fails. Though the human spirit desires perfection and all that is good, in reality it is weak, limited in knowledge and experience, limited by time and physicality, and is way more prone to bitterness and selfishness than appreciation and love. We are torn between somewhat knowing all that is good and trying our best, yet still failing to get what we want and keep it. It is such a terribly heavy and fearful burden to carry - what if that is all to our lives? That is a cruel, cruel sentence to carry.

I am so thankful that Jesus stands in the gap, having undergone even greater pressures, so much so that apparently he sweated blood because he knew he was going to be caught, tried unjustly, and then executed -- with the method Romans thought was most torturous and thus most deserving for the worst criminals. 

He has broken my chains and removed this heavy weight of only being able to rely on myself for goodness. Instead, he has fitted me with a yoke that is easy and light, a yoke of obedience that yields the peace and joy that the world thirsts for, cannot offer, yet rejects because it is apparently absurd, unscientific, or primitive. 

So I will rejoice in the fact that Jesus vindicates - and he empowers me, even in grading finals. I can rest and play in full trust that he gives me a clear mind and discipline when I get back to creating more carnage.

Thanks to Cedele at Rail Mall for the awesome, healthy food and uncomfortable seats so I could spend 4 alert hours each time to meet my deadlines. It gets a little embarrassing when the same crew sees me thrice a week, but I don't care + they earn money = yay!


“Are you tired? Worn out? ...Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.” 
- Jesus
Only 35 more essays to go, yay!

Sunday, September 16, 2012

woe on us

Instead of hating exploitation, we "hate waiting for buses". We "hate the hot weather" more than we hate oppression. 

Woe on our pitiful selves. We have become more concerned about arranging every little thing in our lives into neat rows and columns, than to act and live in compassion, demanding love, mercy and justice from ourselves and society.

Change is overdue. 


May our generation become less yuppie, indie, or faddish. May we face reality. And grief. And rejoice. And find hope, and value Love more than self-preservation and comfort, so we can live lives larger than our carefully curated bubbles.

Sunday, August 26, 2012

haiku of the restless

Minions running amok
Nag and tear
Us asunder
Over the seas.

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Guitar hunting

For the past two months, I've been trying lots of guitars so that I could get my first acoustic guitar. I even got the chance to try it while on vacation, at Oasis Music, the most comprehensive acoustic guitar store in the southwest of England.


By lots I mean a total of 42 guitars, at least those that I can remember. 


2 Maestro Indian rosewood guitars, one of which complemented my voice well
Maestro koa
Maestro flamed maple
Maestro ovangkol
Maestro mahogany 
A certain Maton guitar, which sounded distinctly woody and punchy 
Martin D16-RGT
Martin D28
Martin HD28
Martin D45
Martin 000-16RGT
Martin 000-28
Martin OMPAC3
Martin SWOMGT 

Another Martin guitar
A certain Breedlove guitar that sounded so unique and lovely 
Taylor 314CE
Taylor 614CE
Taylor 814CE
Taylor Big Baby
4 other Taylors 
A Rainsong carbon-graphite guitar  
Furch G24-SR
Furch G25-SR
Furch G25 Madagascar which I would have bought if I didn't keep to my budget 
Lakewood D14CP
Lakewood M32
Lakewood M32CP
A certain Lakewood guitar 
A certain Yamaha guitar 
A certain Cort guitar 
Nathaniel custom koa guitar
Nathaniel custom flamed maple guitar that sounded and looked too good for its price 
Gibson Hummingbird
Gibson J-45 Standard 
A certain Goodall jumbo, the only boutique guitar I've heard live and played so far  
Brook Taw, a very sweet and lush-sounding guitar made in Devon, UK. 
Guild F30R  


Now I understand why people can praise many guitars, and how people can remember certain specifications of guitars, like the model name, wood, or body shape.


And to my surprise, I have chosen... (!!!)



Which stands for Sustainable Woods Orchestra Model Glossed Top (SWOMGT) and looks like:






 I'm glad that I could make an ethical purchase for a pretty big-ticket item like this!